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Yeah, it's public. Why is it public, you ask? Because I want this heard.
About recent events:
I wash my hands of this.
I am not going to let my dislike/distrust of a person destroy my "friendships." Why do I dislike said person? Because when I try to be open, bubblly, perky, friendly, caring, etc. to someone and I just get pushed away I loose interest. They begin make me feel uncomfortable, and I don't tolerate that. That is why I am so shy at first-people in general make me uncomfortable. Then I see that things are okay, and I break into my normal bubbly and perkiness. But when I am pushed away and made to feel like I either don't belong or am a third wheel, I get irked.
Especially when said person never treated me like everyone else or even talked to me on my own and THEN goes to say that I am the person they thought would stand up for them and so I let them down. Umm... yeah... NO. What's funny is, I DID stand up for some of their views/reasoning! BET NO ONE READ THAT PART!
I don't take any side besides mine. These are MY views and MY standpoints and MY concerns. Period. AND I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME OTHERWISE.
I quote my user info: "As a warning, I am a person that will follow what her heart says. And I will not hesitate to stand up for my friends. Things like this cause me to do things people find crazy. Don't say I didn't warn you..."
And I am tired of being called a "two faced, backstabbing, liar" when a situation like this arises.
So screw all this BS. I. Am. Through. None of this is worth it.
And don't comment to argue me and my views. I am not in the mood to deal with it.
PS: If ANYTHING I write in ANYONE'S Livejournal goes anywhere BESIDES Livejournal without my permission, I will have to get ugly.
EDIT: Do everyone a favor-READ EVERYTHING before accusing people. KTHXBYE.
**If this is your first time here and (still) want me to add you, please don't comment in this entry. Use the "Friends Only" entry, please.**
About recent events:
I wash my hands of this.
I am not going to let my dislike/distrust of a person destroy my "friendships." Why do I dislike said person? Because when I try to be open, bubblly, perky, friendly, caring, etc. to someone and I just get pushed away I loose interest. They begin make me feel uncomfortable, and I don't tolerate that. That is why I am so shy at first-people in general make me uncomfortable. Then I see that things are okay, and I break into my normal bubbly and perkiness. But when I am pushed away and made to feel like I either don't belong or am a third wheel, I get irked.
Especially when said person never treated me like everyone else or even talked to me on my own and THEN goes to say that I am the person they thought would stand up for them and so I let them down. Umm... yeah... NO. What's funny is, I DID stand up for some of their views/reasoning! BET NO ONE READ THAT PART!
I don't take any side besides mine. These are MY views and MY standpoints and MY concerns. Period. AND I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME OTHERWISE.
I quote my user info: "As a warning, I am a person that will follow what her heart says. And I will not hesitate to stand up for my friends. Things like this cause me to do things people find crazy. Don't say I didn't warn you..."
And I am tired of being called a "two faced, backstabbing, liar" when a situation like this arises.
So screw all this BS. I. Am. Through. None of this is worth it.
And don't comment to argue me and my views. I am not in the mood to deal with it.
PS: If ANYTHING I write in ANYONE'S Livejournal goes anywhere BESIDES Livejournal without my permission, I will have to get ugly.
EDIT: Do everyone a favor-READ EVERYTHING before accusing people. KTHXBYE.
**If this is your first time here and (still) want me to add you, please don't comment in this entry. Use the "Friends Only" entry, please.**
pissed off
*hugs* Feel better soon. Don't let anyone bring you down or let you to believe that you are anything negative. People are just stupid these days. If you ever need someone to talk with, you know where you can reach me.
*still doesn't QUITE know what's going on, but loves to see people stand up for themselves*
Who cares what other people think, right! Just believe in yourself, that's all that matters!