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Welcome to my journal! Here you'll find my random musings, including (but not limited to) work, theme parks, art, life, and cosplay. Please COMMENT TO MY "FRIENDS ONLY" POST so I can add you! Chances are likely I won't add you back if you don't comment!!


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Yeah, it's public. Why is it public, you ask? Because I want this heard.

About recent events:

I wash my hands of this.

I am not going to let my dislike/distrust of a person destroy my "friendships." Why do I dislike said person? Because when I try to be open, bubblly, perky, friendly, caring, etc. to someone and I just get pushed away I loose interest. They begin make me feel uncomfortable, and I don't tolerate that. That is why I am so shy at first-people in general make me uncomfortable. Then I see that things are okay, and I break into my normal bubbly and perkiness. But when I am pushed away and made to feel like I either don't belong or am a third wheel, I get irked.

Especially when said person never treated me like everyone else or even talked to me on my own and THEN goes to say that I am the person they thought would stand up for them and so I let them down. Umm... yeah... NO. What's funny is, I DID stand up for some of their views/reasoning! BET NO ONE READ THAT PART!

I don't take any side besides mine. These are MY views and MY standpoints and MY concerns. Period. AND I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME OTHERWISE.

I quote my user info: "As a warning, I am a person that will follow what her heart says. And I will not hesitate to stand up for my friends. Things like this cause me to do things people find crazy. Don't say I didn't warn you..."

And I am tired of being called a "two faced, backstabbing, liar" when a situation like this arises.

So screw all this BS. I. Am. Through. None of this is worth it.

And don't comment to argue me and my views. I am not in the mood to deal with it.

PS: If ANYTHING I write in ANYONE'S Livejournal goes anywhere BESIDES Livejournal without my permission, I will have to get ugly.

EDIT: Do everyone a favor-READ EVERYTHING before accusing people. KTHXBYE.

**If this is your first time here and (still) want me to add you, please don't comment in this entry. Use the "Friends Only" entry, please.**
  • Hun, you shouldn't have to stress over all this nonsense. If people are going to be leaking shit from your journal, then screw them. They were obviously not friends in the first place, escpiecally if they want to be labeling you bs names. It upset me to see you so upset right now. I don't know exactly what happened, but I am here for you and I will support you with what you decide or want to do. I am sorry that you are going through a tough time right now. If people want be a bitch about you doing what your heart tells you to do, then I don't know. They just need to fuck off. -.-

    *hugs* Feel better soon. Don't let anyone bring you down or let you to believe that you are anything negative. People are just stupid these days. If you ever need someone to talk with, you know where you can reach me.
  • I'm gonna email you.
  • hm... I like you. Hell, I haven't even met you and I like you. I can't imagine anyone important not feeling the same way about you...
  • Whoo, go Julie!

    *still doesn't QUITE know what's going on, but loves to see people stand up for themselves*

    Who cares what other people think, right! Just believe in yourself, that's all that matters!
  • I totally agree with what you're saying here. Really don't understand how someone could accuse you of being anything other than a good friend. You're smart, kind, and you speak your own mind. If anyone has a problem with it, Ninja kitty will be on their asses. Hee hee! *hugs* We luv Julie!! ^.^
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